Monday, January 31, 2011

Drooling

Am I allowed to be in love with a boot? 
Is that legal? 
Wow.



Sunday, January 30, 2011

The Thrift

So much fun today. It's been too long since I spent a couple of solid hours in a thrift store. I joined a friend, Robin, and hit up one of her favorite spots. There were lots of great deals! Just wish more had fit. :) Here are a couple of my finds.
Old Measuring Spoons
4 sets for $2.95


Pretty white vase and steel box. 
Vase- $2.95
Box- $3.95


Leather Belt
$4


2 Clipboards
.95 cents each


5 ball jars with pretty lids
$2.95 for all 


White shirt with ruffles. :) 
$2.50


And probably my favorite. 
A vintage, green, velvety dress. 
$2.95



We had so much fun! Robin found a couple of great items as well, including an old trunk and a big mirror, each for $5. The place was huge and packed with people. I'm sure to make return trips. :) I'd love to find great pieces and sell them to other people. I don't mind doing the finding. :) 

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

One Hot Mama

My little Sister is adorably pregnant. 

22 weeks pregnant with a sweet baby boy. 
A sweet baby boy with a growing wardrobe.
A sweet baby boy who is an Alabama fan by default. 
And a sweet baby boy that has a Mama and a Dixie Dog that are going to spoil him rotten. 
And maybe an Auntie who will do the same thing. 
Can't wait to meet that sweet little boy!

One week from tomorrow...

One week from tomorrow. 



Am I ready for this?!?!
It feels like such a huge commitment! 
I'll actually have to know where my phone is!
Deep breaths. 

It's going to be a big step up from this sweet little gal: 


Verizon. 
I've waited patiently for this moment. 
You make dreams come true. 
I thank you. 
Even if my sweet little purple phone doesn't. 


Ordinary

I never write here.
I think most of my posts have something in them that say, "Man, I really wish I blogged more!"
I guess I just never feel like there's anything so important to say that it matters to write it down.
That can't be right, though.
I look around me and see people writing very important and meaningful things on their blogs all the time.
How could I be the only one that doesn't have something to say?
I'm not accepting it.
There have been so many times when I thought, "Jeepers, I'm just gonna delete this thing."
It just seems pointless to keep it up.
But wouldn't deleting it be giving in?
Wouldn't deleting it be allowing myself to give up on something I really want to do?
I feel like my whole life has been one of mediocrity.
Everything I do, I do it almost half-heartedly.
Basketball. Volleyball. Running. (Why can I only think of sports right now?)
Piano and Guitar.
My faith.
Friendships.
Exploring my creativity.
I just never feel like I really do something with everything I have.
I can't give up.
I won't.

I was once told that I give up on things because I'm afraid of failing at them.
My level of perfectionism for myself is so high, that I'd rather not do it, sometimes not even start it, because that would mean there's a possibility I will fail.

The other day I wrote a friend, saying I was afraid to commit to meeting with her at a specific time every week. I was afraid I was going to let her down, going to make an unrealistic commitment, and not be the friend she needed me to be. She said, " You're cute :) I think anyone who has high expectations of themselves always kind of feels like they're not always doing or capable of doing what they wish they were." I was totally blown away. I've seen this girl on a handful of occasions, we've had a couple conversations, and she's already got me pegged. It was actually really helpful, though, to know that she understood where I was coming from, and that it's not that I just don't want to do something, it's that I'm afraid of not being able to do it.

How do I break this cycle?

I guess this little note is going to have to end with..."to be continued."

:)

*sigh*

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Hmmm...

I think I like redesigning my blog more than I like writing in it.
Interesting.